This kind of creative uncertainty is fraught with
difficulties. Both the process and the work itself are extremely fragile. Where
bands are concerned, everything hinges on the creative and complex
relationships within the group, as The
Commitments were to find out, but too late to save the band. Inevitably, there was conflict, but conflict
and creativity go together because the energy which drives people against one
another, and sometimes against the very work which they are producing, is the
energy of both creativity and chaos.
Good collaborative art is created out of initial chaos, that initial
anarchic energy from which life and the coherence of universes and species
derives. When bands or other creative partnerships die it is easy to blame the ‘maker’,
or, as in the case of The Commitments,
the band’s manager. But it takes more than good management, or even a
collective will to get the show back on the road, to bring it alive again. A
new connection needs to be made, between life and death, between chaos and the
kind of dynamic order which brings new life.
This is where the Christian story of Easter starts to be ‘relevant’,
to use that most banal of expressions. On the evening of the first day of the
week, the day his tomb was discovered empty, Jesus suddenly appears to his
friends who have locked themselves in a small room, fearing that they would
be the next to be arrested. ‘Appear’ is a misleading word because it suggests
something not quite real. A real person, or solid object, does not ‘appear’. It
is either there or not there. What makes Christ’s actual presence, his ‘being
there’, so real, is that he comes into their midst when they are most afraid
and therefore most likely to turn on one another and destroy the work already
begun in them, which is what happened to The
Commitments.
For his disciples, Jesus is what he always was, but he is
also more than that. He is the reason and purpose of their life and work, the
full embodiment of something already known by them, but which, in this moment
of fear and chaos, they had probably half forgotten, so their work could not be
fully consummated. The Commitments also
had a shared understanding, a kind of knowing, of what they were about.
Something greater than themselves made it possible for them to make great music,
but they lost sight of this greater purpose in dressing room conflicts which
were fuelled by selfish egoism leading to their inevitable disintegration as a
band.
The group of friends cowering behind closed doors in the
immediate aftermath of the Resurrection might have been in a similar state of
disintegration, bickering about who saw Jesus first after the tomb was found
empty, and about a host of other issues all of which would have amounted to the
need to protect the individual and his or her immediate interests, and all
blown out of proportion by fear.
Jesus is suddenly among them in this chaotic situation, so chaotic that they do not immediately recognise his presence. It is,
in any case, a very different kind of presence than the one they are used to which was so hideously distorted in the suffering of his final hours. The
marks and wounds are on the physical body, but the body is also gloriously
different. It is physical, but more than physical. It transcends all that they remember of him and yet it is still him. From the physical
breath of Christ’s words, “Peace be with you” comes the Spirit of creation
itself, so it is a moment of consummate artistry, the kind of artistry which dispels chaos and changes the way those
who work together see each other and how they understand,
and ultimately consummate, the work they are given to do.
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