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I was still at my convent boarding school when the Cuban
missile crisis peaked. They were thinking of ringing our parents to ask them to
take us home. Maybe it was the end of the world. We were told to pray, not that
we really understood the scale of the threat in relation to ourselves, still
less to the wider world. We did sense something unusual, though, about the
school possibly having to close down in the middle of term, so it was vaguely
frightening, even if the fear was sugar-coated by the prospect of an extended
half-term break.
I cannot say that I was truly afraid of what might happen
over Cuba. My earliest memory of fear was on my stepfather’s boat. I was about
five and the crew would play at dangling me, screaming and kicking, over the
side. That was real fear. Real fear, the kind that grips and paralyses a person
happens when the threat is direct, immediate and personal. All three apply to
the individual and to the collective in equal measure. Those who have
experienced war will recognise this.
But there is another variant on fear, which is the vague
fear we have all learned to live with. It has its peaks and troughs. Right now,
given the situation in North Korea and the leadership vacuum in America which
has helped to ramp it up, you could say that it is peaking, perhaps like the
Cuban missile crisis with which I am sure it is already being compared. And
there are other fears swirling around, most of them having to do with the instability
of financial and property markets, along with climate change and the medium to
long-term effects of Brexit. Added to these are the ‘plagues’ said to presage
the end of the world, the zika virus, if you live in South America, being one of them.
All of these fear triggers have, in one way or another,
happened before, with huge cost to human life and happiness. As a result of
them, many people have ceased to believe in the existence of an all powerful
God, still less a merciful and wise one. They will say that those who persist
in believing in such a figure are clinging to some kind of psychological prop
which enables them to get through life and to manage their fear. But getting
through life, whatever it throws at us, by simply managing fear, is a thin
substitute for a life lived in, with and through God, as it was lived for us in
Jesus Christ.
What we are given in Christ is an altogether different
way of managing fear. It is the last thing most of us would think of doing in
frightening situations, although with wise leadership and a less frightened
electorate we might limit, or even prevent, most of the fear situations which
face us today. Instead of succumbing to fear, we are told to keep our inward
eye firmly fixed on the embodiment of truth, the Word made flesh, the Christ
walking towards us on the turbulent water. This is the ‘way’ and the ‘life’
that enables us to deal with fear.
If we return to the Armageddon-like representations of
the current North Korea nuclear threat, one thing is clear: There is unfinished
business, and North Koreans, who are ruled through fear, are not allowed to
forget this lest they cease to be quite so fearful. North Korea is technically
still at war with the US over the carving up of the country and the ensuing Korean
war. No peace treaty was ever signed. This possibly deliberate oversight has
led to a great deal of loss of face for the ruling dynasty of the north,
beginning with the present incumbent’s grandfather. Powerful and morally weak
leaders find it hard to cope with loss of face, except through violence.
In the context of Korea, Trump has added to the existing
problem of loss of face by upping the ante in regard to violent retaliation and
thereby provoking the already angry Kim Jong Un who, like Trump, is a powerful
and morally weak leader. Narrow readings
of religious texts do nothing to allay our fear of the end of all things being brought
about through the hubris and stupidity of President Donald Trump, and the
hubris and cleverness of Kim Jong Un. In fact, it is being exploited in certain
religious contexts for political power-driven purposes. The exploitation of
fear through religion is a long way from the kind of life Jesus was talking
about when he spoke of himself as the ‘the way, the truth and the life’.
What then can Christians learn from their own Leader
about managing the world’s fear? Many of the key exchanges which take place
between Jesus and powerful people, as well as those who fear them, are
contained by the words ‘You have heard that it was said ... but I say to you’.
In other words he calls us to convert fear to something resembling the
honouring of the enemy – you might call this love, although perhaps not
immediately. I think Jesus may have been talking about something resembling ‘chivalry’,
which is not an exclusively masculine
virtue, incidentally. Rather, it is a sense of the need to brace oneself for
the best we have to give when it comes to the things we fear. Those who lived
through the second world war, if they are reading this, will remember what bracing
oneself for the best one has to give entailed. So will the doctors and muslim
taxi drivers who rushed to the scenes of the recent terrorist attacks in
Manchester and London. I think that they were able to call on something within
them resembling chivalry, or honour, perhaps even love.
All of this may not seem to relate directly to what we
are feeling about the possibility of a nuclear attack by north Korea, unless we
can conceive of a way of ‘centering down’ to that place of goodness and honour
which lies somewhere within even the worst of us. Centering down to the best
that lies within us does not involve an introspective search for the good in
ourselves. It is more a case of being available to it, should it suddenly emerge
and surprise us. Coming to terms with our own goodness can be frightening at
times.
When it comes to managing fear, in relation to ourselves
or events in the wider world, this is only possible when we are willing to
allow our fear to be ‘converted’, or turned into something else, by God. We do
this in and through our life in Christ. We do it collectively as the Church and
privately as every single individual who secretly wrestles with fear. We do it
by wanting, more than anything, to see our fears, both public and private, finally
overcome by the peace which comes with courage and must ultimately end in
reconciliation.
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