Resilience and self-reliance have long been a British characteristic.
Faced with adversity, we pull ourselves up by our boot strings and get on with
things. Consistent with this national trait it is reasonable to suppose that
many of us think of Lent as a season for self improvement in which God is only
marginally involved. Generations have been shaped by the idea that when it
comes to facing life’s difficulties, and to self improvement, ‘God helps those
who help themselves’. So they can think of Lent as a chance to pick up those
New Year's resolutions, that fell by the wayside towards the end of January, with
increased determination.
But what makes Lent difficult is that, unlike New Year’s
resolutions which almost always aim at self improvement, Lent can very quickly
seem purposeless. A couple of days after Ash Wednesday we find ourselves
wondering what point there can be in giving up chocolate or wine.
This is one of the ways in which the season corresponds
so closely to the forty days spent by Christ in the wilderness where he was
tempted by Satan, however we choose to imagine that particular figure. The real
temptation lay in purpose, or the lack of it. What was the point? Did Jesus believe
in himself enough to go through with this gruelling exercise, let alone the
suffering which was to come? Would it not be just as useful, more useful
perhaps, if he appealed to people directly by raising his celebrity profile as
quickly as possible? Did he even really believe the fantasies he’d created for
himself? “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down
from the nearest tall building and his angels will come to your rescue before
you even hit the ground, then they’ll believe you” says the tempter, which was
true of course. But it misses the point.
The temptation was not to doubt himself, or even to doubt
God, but to doubt that God’s purpose would be worked out and fully revealed in
him through suffering. But does the same apply to our own self imposed discipline
during Lent? Here we already run into difficulties. If we equate God’s purpose purely
with suffering and privation, and our own suffering as something to be got
through in order to win God’s approval, Lent becomes little more than an endurance
test . But Lenten self discipline is not that kind of test. The purpose of Lent
is not to succeed or achieve higher personal standards through some kind of
minor privation. It is to accept failure and our need for grace.
Part of the purpose of Lent is to remind us that if there
is anything resembling purpose in human suffering, it is bound up with the
purpose of God’s Son choosing to ‘empty’ himself, a literal translation of the
greek word used in Paul’s letter to the Philippian church. Christ chose to
empty himself of his divine freedom, but not of his divinity, in order to bind
himself, like a slave, to human suffering and the consequences of human greed
and selfishness. The mystery of suffering, or its ‘purpose’ becomes part of God’s
purpose in Jesus Christ, a purpose which is still being worked out in the world
today. The outworking of God’s purpose through suffering and what we call sin means
that all human relationships are transformed in the minute a person or nation
recognises and seeks the grace which comes with forgiveness. With forgiveness
comes reconciliation and the beginning of a new creation.
The new creation begins with reconciliation with God,
leading to ultimate reconciliation among people and nations. This may sound
overly optimistic until we remember that reconciliation depends on all parties
to any dispute wanting it enough to
be truthful with themselves and with each other about whatever suffering has
been caused and the part they have played in it. In other words, there has to
be a willingness to say the word ‘sorry’. Reconciliation can only take place
when this word has been spoken.
Before we dismiss this idea as impossible, a good Lenten
discipline might be to take five minutes of the day to be truly still in the
face of this life determining truth. Being still means being open to God so
that God, in the nakedness of the suffering Christ, can look at us. In doing
this, we see ourselves as he sees us, beginning with where we have wronged or
been wronged by others. This is not simply a matter of going over the past, waiting for anger, guilt
or doubt to surface and then quickly burying the whole painful business until
the same time tomorrow. It is a matter of allowing transformative grace to
penetrate the deepest and darkest parts of our hearts and memories and waiting
for God’s purpose to be worked in us in this moment of truth.
If we can spare another five minutes, we might try to
imagine the unimaginable, in other words to pray the unthinkable; that all the parties
who are contributing to the devastating destruction being wrought at present in
Syria would pause and be still in a similar way – and allow the mercy of God
into their hearts and minds, so transforming the lives of millions of innocent suffering
human beings.
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